July 1.

As I type this, you’re probably in your slumber, trying to kick the headache away. Perhaps if I was there beside you, I would be holding your hand, making sure you’re okay, and use my remaining fingers to speak the thoughts that are flowing, flowing so vigorously that my heart feels like screaming a little of what’s inside so it can make room for air and remain speaking.

My heart is overwhelming with emotions all mixed up but I want you to know that I won’t be sad for us. I fell asleep with a smile on my face and woke up still with another because my heart feels happy with the thought of last night’s conversation. I want you to know that I will never get tired of listening to you and sharing my thoughts with you, the person who never fails to make my heart stop in anticipation with his witty humor and funny antics.

Maybe, now is also the time to let you know more about what you make me feel…

For so long I have been guarding my heart not only from pain but also from happiness. I would keep myself distant from extremely feeling happy because a part of me used to think that some good things never really last. I used to be afraid of what could happen that’s why before it could even hurt me, I’d choose to just shrug it off as if I didn’t really care.

But even if I had no intentions at first to feel what I am feeling right now, I guess it made sure to find its way to my heart. The last time I cried, I remember it was too painful to bear and I thought tears would be the best way to make myself feel better. But right now, even I, was surprised to hear my heart crying because it feels something different. And it’s definitely not pain.

A lot may have come too soon for us but no matter how different this is for me and you, there’s really something in you that makes me feel like everything’s right, that everything’s okay. Now I realize that it’s really not in how long you spent time with the person nor how long you knew him. It’s in how you truly get to know him and how you feel when you’re with him. Yes, ours is unique, isn’t it? =) That’s why I want you to know that I value this relationship too and that we can make this work.

Now, I am ready to feel and make my love be felt again because I know that what we feel will never pass. ;)

I am listening to this song and I can feel like my heart is full of hope and love.

Iniwan ka na ng eroplano, okay lang baby, wag kang magbago
Dito ka lang, humimbing, sa aking piling antukin…

Sasalubungin natin ang kinabukasan, nang walang takot at walang pangamba/at yayakapin pa
Tadhana’y merong tip na makapangyarihan, kung ayaw may dahilan, kung gusto palaging merong paraan… Gumawa nalang tayo ng paraan.

Now I can relate to love songs again and really feel each word as if it was my own. You make me hum a note so endlessly, that I would only realize it has been a while when another person would go and stop me. You make me smile even without you and I noticing it and you make me laugh my heart out unconsciously.

How much more if you’re already right here beside me? I can only imagine how blissful that would feel.

I guess all I want to say is that...

I’m really happy that you came into my life. So, thank you. :)

AND of course. To the Greatest Planner up above, I thank you more. :)

Boracay Bliss

April 24-26, 2009

Thank God it didn't at all rain in Boracay during these dates! As in I was really kind of anxious that it might because it was consecutively raining hard in Manila from Sunday to Thursday before the 24th! And Dad said he heard from the radio a while ago that it's raining (really terrible) there for two days now. We're so lucky!


I truly had a blast in this heavenly paradise. It seems hard to describe how much relaxation and fun this place has brought upon me.


Jem and I had the same flight. We were at the airport early because my parents' flight was a little earlier than ours. We ate breakfast at Delifrance and guess who were beside our table, Elizabeth Ramsey and Pilita Corales. Legend. Haha! :))


During the boat ride from Caticlan airport to Boracay. :) How'd you find my sunnies? Borrowed it from mom. It's Rayban from the 80's. I wasn't even born when my mom first wore it! Me thinks it's pretty cool. ;)


How about these pairs? Haha we really bought it together huh. For cheap sunglasses, I'd say head to F&H, I at least find fashionable pieces there. My friend Ruth (who happens to be my sister's colleague) said we're like twins in this picture.

Sharing even more pictures of us.

Here comes the sun...

I was just waiting for the splash hihi!

Because my sister wanted to experience the same thing too... :))

Jem playing with the sand :)

This one's really stolen. Promise! ;)

This one's not. Hehe!

Weee! Nice picture


Feeling sexy and silky, thanks to V&M *wink wink*


Just basking in the sun...

With mom and dadToo giddy finding my feet

Sand and beer go well together

This is The Great Jump. ;)

Sunkissed skin already. But now, it's... Let's just say it's too far from my original tone already. But hey, I think I'm enjoying it hehe.

The breathtaking sunset. :)

Rainbow... Even if the rain didn't make it just yet. :)

With mom. Thanks, mom!

Loving the wind...

And there came the night life. Of course, we wouldn't miss this. I have a funny story about a supposed encounter with a Bora crushie. I could have a talk with him. Hmm, I think the possibility of him seeing this post is really miniscule so, I don't really mind documenting this. Besides, it would be funNY (more than fun even) to re-read this post again after some time.


In the picture above, we were with Ashley, the Aussie that we met while we were chilling at Don Vito, listening at some live band. She was really fun that night to be dancing with her other friends. And they were getting some people from the crowd to dance with them too. Being at the very very front, (again prone to being dragged to the stage), of course, I was swayed to dance as well! I was near giving in when my sister's boyfie (being the dancer that he is, at least I would have felt assured that I won't be all alone in this. Haha!) left me. So, in my mind, I said, later I will. Because I really really wanna dance!! Next, my crushie who was just beside me was called too, and he danced right away! If only I knew he'd agree just like that! My, I wouldn't hesitate! Hahaha! We could have been the only Pinoys there! ('coz the rest were Australians, Canadians and Koreans) HAHA!

He's right there, in white! (at the back of Jujus)

So enough for the regretful vibes, we danced it all off at the Juice bar and Siam Thai.


Saw people from my highschool and college too.

I really enjoy watching fire dancers. I think they really are skilled and amazing! We were given the chance to learn some of the steps (project brought by C2). At first, I thought we were to use fire, oh my, if that’s the case I sure could have seriously burnt myself. It was so hard to do!


It’s fascinating how they can build sand castles! With sand as fine as polvoron?? My God, I can’t even build a small house. Haha!

Look at what our tough men made out of the Bora sand...

Is it cute or scary? You be the judge. For me it's both. :)

At least this one's meaningful. :) Dad may not be that skilled to build a hill, but at least he still has a grateful heart for what he has. Hihi. Love you daddy yo!

Red Bean’s Halowich is love! Jem and I shared in this cappuccino ice while my sister and her boyfie, Brian tried their pies. =)

Sorry for the half-eaten iced cream, just couldn't help myself when I saw it. Forgot to take a picture first. Hihi!


When going places, I always see to it to bring home cute accessories specially made by the locals. And look at what I've got. Haha! I just can't seem to stop myself from buying more and more bangles and earrings and pendants (teehee, I'm getting fond of them recently, and after this particular pendant, (GOSH, the story behind this special one!) I'll make sure to get some in every special place I'll find myself in!). At least these are really cute!


I also bought pasalubongs for my V&M dearies, family and friends. :)

Hayayay, my stay is truly insufficient, but what can we do, we need to go home.


Bye for now. I hope you remain as you are. :) I'll see you again, pinky promise!


Thank you Ate Magy (Kuya's fiancee) for your gift to me and Jem! We love you muchyy. :)
Next stop? Hmm.

Facebook Craze

Finally I gave in. Haha! I have yet to explore this social networking site. So, please do welcome me, friends, alright? :))

Love Leads Us Where Again?

It's actually a bit frustrating to not see my friends for this long. It's very hard to mend our schedules right now, unlike before. So, since Loyce and I have been meaning to see each other for quite a while now, we decided to see each other last night to talk about a few things that tore his good heart (YET AGAIN). When will you ever learn? Haha! But what can I say, this boy loves to love a lot and give his whole heart when he falls in the pit of love. How i wish all guys are like you! (Uyy, laki ulo! Wag ka masyado matuwa, pampalubag loob lang 'to. :D ) My God, buy me a DSLR, Loyce, I'll be your girlfriend for a month. Hahaha! You deserve someone better, dear! That's what I know for sure. Wink wink!


I sure enjoyed the night, love. In fairness, after so many years, ngayon nalang ako ulit nagkaroon ng hang over. And to think, I do not even have any dilemma to forget about. How dare you make me believe we'd only have coffee?! You got me there ha! Of course you know I wouldn't let you down. My gosh, this is how I care for you. So if ever your heart aches again, (which I certainly am not wishing to happen), you know the number to call ;) I hope you feel better now.

See you soon. Let us Palawan with the gang! ;)

Fun Time From Sun Rise to Sun Down

Happy Easter everyone!

Yesterday’s super fun for me and my two sibs. After our church service, we headed to Trinoma to get ourselves some R&R! And of course, bonding time! (As if this doesn’t happen every night?!) Oh well, we love to bond, even if it means hurting our ego and getting pissed off at each other from time to time! Haha! We actually got into petty fights the night before and the morning after that, but well, let’s not get into that because that’s gonna be helluva different story already that would need a new entry altogether. Hmm, guess that’s just how we are! :)) I love these pretty girls so much!

Thanks to Ate Jus for the scrumptious lunch treat at TGIF. I was so so so full that I didn’t get to finish what I ordered. That meal was seriously hefty! Here’s what I ordered, I think this is Dragon Fire Chicken? Forgot. PIIIG OUT!


And this is what Jujus ordered…


While we were waiting for Jem’s dish, we took some pictures of ourselves with our oh-so-generous meals. Foolish? Yeah, we know. But what’s the point of acting so grown up when you REALLY are indeed growing up? (In terms of number, that is.) Wouldn’t that be so redundant? Living up to our real age is never our mantra. LOL! Kidding aside, it’s actually so much fun to goof around sometimes especially when you are with the people you love. No pretensions at all! ;)





So, Jem’s has finally arrived…


And it’s her time to shine. :D


As you can see from our body built, Jem and I are the ones leading the game here. Look! That’s us showing off our backs, you know, front tummy angles can sometimes be very distracting! So bare with our “sexy” backs for now. (But to be quite frank, I don't think it is not I who needs a little concealing, but for family ties sake, let’s just keep it at that. Hehehe! )


And this is Jujus in navy blue. If you want, I can show you a picture of her in a modern pharaoh swim wear that earned her an award for being a woman who could possibly be joining a Superbod contest last year. That is if she would agree for me to actually post that picture in here. ;) But hey, to be fair with her, that was really cool huh. Sexy indeed. The modelling agencies missed that! And now they're missing a whole lot. Hehehe :D


The point of all this is to say that… It was very surprising that she was the one who actually finished her plate! I sure did underestimate this chic! Just so you know, she rarely eats thrice a day and when she eats, she can’t even finish a cupful of rice! So, yesterday was amazing! But here’s the catch. If you are familiar with the fable entitled “The Hare and the Tortoise”, you’d know what exactly happened. Thanks to Jem, you captured it so right, dear! Admittedly, I eat at a fast pace. Sabi nga ni Ate Jus, para daw akong lalake kumain. And a friend used to always tell me, "You eat like a construction worker!" (Me: Wow! Thanks.) But I never really notice that. But a part of me accepts that fact already since every time I eat with her and her boyfie, I finish my food at just about the same time that her boyfie finishes his. :D Oh well…

To recognize her eating prowess, let’s allocate some space for her here too. Hehe! Winner!


After that, we headed to Dashing Diva to give our soles some extra loving. (After all the processions that they’ve been through the past week?? Not that I am complaining at all! :D )



Weee happy times! Happy feeeet! Yay to us, little friends! :D

Beauty Bar is just so tempting, I could have bought another tube of lipstick but I tried my best to help myself because I just bought one last week!

BUT the fun time didn’t end there because never can I help myself when it turns to two great swimy swimy swim suit choices available for me and two sibs that would say, “Go buy both na!” Thinking about it, it’s better to think of them as investments because you’ll never know when you’ll be able to see such great designs and cuts again! Better to have them now than worry later. Right? Right! Yaaaay! My swimwear collection is ever growing. :D Happiness!

If I become excited to take pictures of them, I’ll post them here. But I think it wouldn’t give the babies the justice that they deserve. So, I’d say wait ‘til I wear them wahahaha! :D

Plus! I was able to buy a dress, which style I’ve been desperately finding for the longest time! :D Yipee!

Oh, before I forget, Happy Birthday again to Tita Trelli’s cool Nanay! ;) We enjoyed the partaay! Got home at 10.30 but it was so much fun than tiring!

Summer is lalalalove! I also discovered a funny TV show, The: Dish, which is aired on ETC. :) It gives Hollywood Entertainment a fresh twist. ;) You might wanna watch it, I think it's around 7pm Monday? Not sure. HAHAHA! :))