I don't wanna sound arrogant in this post so I'm begging you, please don't think of this entry as something that is. I just wanna speak my mind about something that is making me feel really guilty and anxious.
These past few days, I've been receiving calls from good companies, Summit and Accenture to be particular, asking me to start my internship. A part of me wanted to accept the job but there are several reasons why I chose not to. I remember that I really wanted to be an intern but as time passed, my passion for it slowly diminished. And then I realized that one reason that keeps me wanting to have an OJT is because I feel pressured that my friends are currently having one. Another reason is that I want it to appear on my resume.
Well, I don't want to enter into one just because I feel pressured to do so. I want to be really into it if in case I accept one. I'm just worried about regretting these decisions I have made now in the near future. Haaay nako, Jam. You truly are a worry wart.
To give you a breather, I decided to rest my mind regarding this matter and aimed to watch a funny movie. My sister just gave me another movie file last night entitled P2.
All this time, I thought that this is a light and funny movie. At 11pm last night, I was alone outside and played the film. The creepy soundtrack made me walk briskly to my room instead. Haha. The last time I had my heart broken because of OJT issues, I found myself watching The Brave One. Then now, P2? Is this to make my heart stronger? I didn't find it a good movie, but it was enough to relegate my worries and keep them under my bed. :)
These past few days, I've been receiving calls from good companies, Summit and Accenture to be particular, asking me to start my internship. A part of me wanted to accept the job but there are several reasons why I chose not to. I remember that I really wanted to be an intern but as time passed, my passion for it slowly diminished. And then I realized that one reason that keeps me wanting to have an OJT is because I feel pressured that my friends are currently having one. Another reason is that I want it to appear on my resume.
Well, I don't want to enter into one just because I feel pressured to do so. I want to be really into it if in case I accept one. I'm just worried about regretting these decisions I have made now in the near future. Haaay nako, Jam. You truly are a worry wart.
To give you a breather, I decided to rest my mind regarding this matter and aimed to watch a funny movie. My sister just gave me another movie file last night entitled P2.
All this time, I thought that this is a light and funny movie. At 11pm last night, I was alone outside and played the film. The creepy soundtrack made me walk briskly to my room instead. Haha. The last time I had my heart broken because of OJT issues, I found myself watching The Brave One. Then now, P2? Is this to make my heart stronger? I didn't find it a good movie, but it was enough to relegate my worries and keep them under my bed. :)
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