Yes, I reached my boiling point. It was very traumatic for me to plan that Galera outing. It was hard for me to believe the struggles, really. At one point, I wanted to make myself believe na "No Jam, these are all lies. Pinapakaba ka lang ng mga yan. Helllooo? Imposible naman na halos lahat magkaron ng excuse!" It was hard for me to believe the problems kasi our barkada really is solid. As in, we all don't think that there's one person who'll ever feel that he or she'll be left out. Basta, ganun. Maybe because we're friends not just in words but in hearts talaga. Haha. We're family! And that is what I like most in us. Okay, I promised myself na after the weekend, whatever happens, I'll write about the thing that made me reach my boiling point sooo, let me share the reasons behind all the stress I encountered last week. (Now that I'm in my most normal and hippy happy self.)
Monday. Nagkasakit si Mitch ng weekend, thus hindi pa siya nakakapagpaalam. At hindi siya madaling payagan. Ok, so the pessimistic me screams "Shit, I can foresee nega vibes!"
Tuesday. Me, texting people last minute reminders. Few replies because of busy scheds. OJT, Summer classes, Duties, Exams. Mitch finally gets the courage to ask permission from her parents. And Tito says, "Nakuuu, naririnig ko nanaman ang pangalan ni Jamie." Ok, good job. Me forcing Jayvie to go to Ruth's place to ask if she could come. Ok, walang issue to, si Jayvie lang ang pwede because Keno's out with his family to spend his bday. Joey, Mitch and Jo can't.
Wednesday. Joey texts "Jam, sorry baka hindi ako makasama on Sat. May exam ako. Gusto ko talaga sumama but epal class ko." So, additional nega vibes. Mitch still doesn't get the "Yes" we've been dying to hear. Keno and I meet with Ruth. Ruth confims that she really couldn't come because of a validity exam she'd have to take. SADNESS overflows.
Thursday. I decide to call Mitch's mom. Asks if Mitch could come. Desperateee! 10PM Convo with Mitch, tells me that she got the Yes from her mom already but not yet from her dad. But seems like it's sure na. Happy atleast. Hangs up the phone. Jayvie texts, "My problem ako, I think I would have an operation on Saturday." Okay, so back to sadness. Calls Jayvie. See that there really is a problem. Me, trying to get some sleep. Jojo texts, "Eto ang problemang hinahanap mo. Sinasama ako nila Mama sa Pangasinan." Ok, so heart attack!
Friday. Only sure ones. Me, Keno, Mitch. Jojo wakes up at 3PM. Convo at 3, he's coming.
So there's four of us. Friday. Still no sleep. Wary that a problem might still come before we head for Puerto. Seryoso, stress talaga mamennn! Ngayon nalang ulit ako nastress ng ganun. Hahaha! It was a morality check 'n test for me too! Kasi naman, I really really wanted us to be complete. I miss them terribly, ok? Parang a part of me tells them, "Sige na Joey, cut mo na yan, ngayon lang naman eh. Jayvie, tiisin mo nalang yung sakit ng ngipin mo, sa Monday ka na magpaopera. Ruth, wala bang re-test yan??" Diba, ang pangit pakinggan. But because I really wanted us to be complete in this outing, oo nasabi ko. Shit, sooo wrong.
Jojo, Mitch, Keno and I still pushed through with the plan. And, super saya. Super. Super. Super. I'll post an entry about it soon.
I'M BACK! ;)
Monday. Nagkasakit si Mitch ng weekend, thus hindi pa siya nakakapagpaalam. At hindi siya madaling payagan. Ok, so the pessimistic me screams "Shit, I can foresee nega vibes!"
Tuesday. Me, texting people last minute reminders. Few replies because of busy scheds. OJT, Summer classes, Duties, Exams. Mitch finally gets the courage to ask permission from her parents. And Tito says, "Nakuuu, naririnig ko nanaman ang pangalan ni Jamie." Ok, good job. Me forcing Jayvie to go to Ruth's place to ask if she could come. Ok, walang issue to, si Jayvie lang ang pwede because Keno's out with his family to spend his bday. Joey, Mitch and Jo can't.
Wednesday. Joey texts "Jam, sorry baka hindi ako makasama on Sat. May exam ako. Gusto ko talaga sumama but epal class ko." So, additional nega vibes. Mitch still doesn't get the "Yes" we've been dying to hear. Keno and I meet with Ruth. Ruth confims that she really couldn't come because of a validity exam she'd have to take. SADNESS overflows.
Thursday. I decide to call Mitch's mom. Asks if Mitch could come. Desperateee! 10PM Convo with Mitch, tells me that she got the Yes from her mom already but not yet from her dad. But seems like it's sure na. Happy atleast. Hangs up the phone. Jayvie texts, "My problem ako, I think I would have an operation on Saturday." Okay, so back to sadness. Calls Jayvie. See that there really is a problem. Me, trying to get some sleep. Jojo texts, "Eto ang problemang hinahanap mo. Sinasama ako nila Mama sa Pangasinan." Ok, so heart attack!
Friday. Only sure ones. Me, Keno, Mitch. Jojo wakes up at 3PM. Convo at 3, he's coming.
So there's four of us. Friday. Still no sleep. Wary that a problem might still come before we head for Puerto. Seryoso, stress talaga mamennn! Ngayon nalang ulit ako nastress ng ganun. Hahaha! It was a morality check 'n test for me too! Kasi naman, I really really wanted us to be complete. I miss them terribly, ok? Parang a part of me tells them, "Sige na Joey, cut mo na yan, ngayon lang naman eh. Jayvie, tiisin mo nalang yung sakit ng ngipin mo, sa Monday ka na magpaopera. Ruth, wala bang re-test yan??" Diba, ang pangit pakinggan. But because I really wanted us to be complete in this outing, oo nasabi ko. Shit, sooo wrong.
Jojo, Mitch, Keno and I still pushed through with the plan. And, super saya. Super. Super. Super. I'll post an entry about it soon.
I'M BACK! ;)
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